I’m afraid there is a little thing called love stopping that, and don’t you think if I had enough money to buy a plane ticket I would? Unless you’d like to buy one for me I don’t think I’ll be able to go for a while. If I’m honest, the real world is just as bad for me, people seem to care less, and there is no-one like me near me.. if I had a good life in the real world, don’t you think I’d be living it? I cut for other reasons than just Chris.. it’s a mixture of everything that gets me when I’m depressed. I have a lot of emotional troubles you don’t know about, and I’d like to keep it that way.